.: living together with this planet :.

seeing…a glimpse of life..just like the vision of flying birds
sharing… the breath of fresh air..just as the plants and trees do
living…together with this planet…mother earth and you…

carmen and jose may be seen as a struggle of opposites…
but love connects…yet tragic happens-as shakespeare puts it; "loved not wisely but too well"
tho one can never attain the happy ending one may dream of…
it’s the ironic twist; where we belong to each other..and we can never forget..

just like mother earth and you...
to preserve the beauty of life…for the sake of future generations…
together, we seek to live in harmony, because we really do care…

let’s start with me and you…

.: rescue me, not :.

It was raining stones. Heavy as the weather, we put our hands together and pray.

Pray that this hatred feelings would go away.

In my crutches, am on the verge of recovery.

Did I take the wrong step? You can hear my voice crack, I have been picking back up over such tragedy.

This fall hurts so much, I could never be the same.

Oh, what a shame.

.: taking small steps :.

My buzz word of the year. Nothing to sneeze at, but i hope to start it SMALL; where a little bit may goes a long way. Who knows, it might make a BIG difference afterall…

Thanks to my ‘coping mechanisms’; All these years, i am able to convey my “dirty little secrets” scribbled, doodled and visualized abusively; just to keep me sane via:

My long-time bf; or u may call it a blog: http://suckerlurve.blog.friendster.com/ (R.I.P)

Confessions of a blabbermouth via fb: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?v=app_2347471856&ref=profile&id=1177021754 (C.P.R)

Beautiful Mess:
http://dblotdotink.blogspot.com/ (C.P.R)
http://suckerlurve.blog.friendster.com/beautiful-mess/ (R.I.P)
http://www.flickr.com/photos/suckerlurve/ (R.I.P)

* R.I.P – officially resting in peace ; C.P.R-barely breathing. gotta pump it up!

Well of course, death is not the end; as the spirit shall never dies; just reincarnated: http://suckerlurve.blogspot.com/

To a new beginning…*cheers!* ;-)

p/s: this is just the beginning. and will be updated from time to time. life is not about the destination...the reward is in the journey.

thanx,b. for the inspiration.

.: 2010: tie up loose ends. or find yourself in knots :.

With the start of a new year, we usually get inundated with new resolutions; somewhat optimistic, hoping that it would not eventually crash and burn.

Who knew where this would go? It could have just stalled as many other resolutions I have before this. Or would this be bigger than me; as things may start fall into place, when least expected?

Looking through the cracked crystal ball, I may only see dimly, the challenges lie ahead. Should I turn back and create an altered reality? Which could only means; different situation with new set of challenges. Or simply embrace and at times maneuver the path; by taking small steps in unlocking the mystery of life.

Of course, life may be muddled, but i have inhaled my share of flowery, colourful and heart shaped endevour. I started off my last year’s resolution with reaching out and ironically, finishing it off with a suicidal note on keeping my head under water and letting myself drown. Then, there was an ultimate silence—a time for reflection.

Come 2010, this is my rebound. I’ve finally decided NOT to have “NEW” new year’s resolutions afterall.

So while i wouldn’t break out the champagne for a toast just yet, literally; i do believe there is an avenue for optimism despite all the doom and gloom.

With all the might that i have in materializing this unfinished business of mine; as McCoy puts it; it’s time to turn our lives around.

Hoping to do better than that; Behold, My New Year Resolution 2009— revived!

Wish upon a star, may our dreams for 2010 and beyond come true… *cheers* :-)